i made the right choice not going to college, id rather spend time with my family while we are still together. thats better than anything i could take away from bogus school
i miss hanging out with you rachel
the idea of believing in something that will always be there and forgive you no matter what, then passing the word on about this something. im starting to see why the idea of “god” works so well. there really is no flaw as long as you really do believe. its a flawless concept cause you dont need proof when you have faith, and you dont have to worry about this something ever hurting you. i think its all human psychology, but then again what do i know. i cant even remember what food my cats like to eat. im just glad i have the ability to think about things
i dont believe in god, but pray for me
on another note im sorry i lost touch with you jess.
id like to thank my mom for all shes done for me and my family. it really opened my eyes this morning when i told her i felt miserable and i was at the absolute breaking point because i was trying to make everyone happy. she told me she delt with that everyday when i was growing up. so i cried at breakfast this morning because i could really relate and could not believe how she does what she does. i love you more than youll ever know mom. i wont ever let you down again